Just Left four days more...

PMR is coming. And I feel sorry for myself b'cus I didn't take care of myself well. Im sick. Come back from tuition within 10 minutes just reached there. Feel liked want to vomit and keep emitting cold sweat. Called my mum to fetch me and went to Dr Lee clinic. Sit there and waiting, many people there, and I felt asleep, period pain, and everything like that came to me, felt really uncomfortable. But waiting, waiting, and waiting the nurse to call my name, feel better b'cus time had passed. And went inside, after checking. I felt even more better. Come back home, realized that this morning my mum give me the wrong medicine, the panadol only could be eaten one once, but she gave me two. That is why these …… happened. haiz.

Today is a lovely Birthday_

Today is a lovely birthday, I received many present and blessing. The cake,the bracelet, the things that i wanted for a long time, and the precious love from my friends come to me all together today. There is someone who want me to believe that it is not illusion to become a director, maybe :)
Today is an ordinary day but my frienz made it extraordinary.
Thank kiev. my cute frienz.

BB.

——是吗_

就在这样的年龄，
幻想当然是无可避免的，
小说当然也就非读不可，
电影对我来说也是个必需品。
亏我竟然还幻想着相当名导演。
每当看完一部电影，
半天里，我的性格就会变得跟主角一样，
我也不知道为什么。
今天又在学校里与朋友看<Sherlock Holmes>
我已看超多次了，
但对我来说，
好的电影看再多次应该也不会腻吧。是吧？是吧?

好吧，这次好像聊聊梦想。
是因为天秤座的关系吗？
对旅行，绘画，艺术方面特别感兴趣。因为我是会为美丽事物疯狂的天秤座。
一个人带着相机旅欧，是我这一生最想完成的梦想。没错，你没听错，是一个人啦。
就这样，一个人，即使迷路了，依然可以看到最美的风景，这就是一个人旅行的好处。
遇到陌生人，因为毫不相识，所以应该能更唐开心扉的谈吧！
或许，遇到投缘的人，还可以结伴同行。
或许可以和位陌生人同床共枕，但隔天就说Bye Bye，各奔东西的那种感觉，
或许是用言语无法形容的，然后坐着火车，就像电影里的情节那样，随心所欲的做每一件事，
因为那个地方没有人认识你。
就是这样，一个人，无论遇到什么困难，还是得一个人走下去的旅行。

旅行的意义。

Here I Am

I'm just standing beside you. I never say anything to you, but did you know that the place of u in my heart? As a typical Malaysian or just say as a typical Chinese, we won't ever say a word like' I Love u' to anybody. That is why sometimes, we felt regret but we didn't dare to say it out. If you see this post (don't look right and left, yup, its YOU.) If you are my friends, and if you visit this blog, I wan't to say that you are important as you are a friend of mine, no matter who u r, there must be somethings i can learn from you. and Thank You for everything.
Sometimes, we met some person who is inspiring, maybe he/she is a successful person, or your parents, or someone around you, learn from them, they had some unnerving experience, and they had overcome it, and we are just a newbie to learn how to live, and when we meet some TINY TINY problem, we will amplify it, and start crying at night, in the toilet, use almost a gulung of tissue paper and keep crying and think that it was cute (and that is me xP).

Bye B. Stop crying, and don't think it is cute, you just make your make up worn out and you looked ugly. EEEWWWW

失败

我是个失败的人吗？
心情不好，遇到怪人。
算了，其实我不该发脾气的。
世上就是有那么奇怪的人，haiz.

好吧。好吧。
我要改过自新，要天天笑。
不开心的事通通忘掉，只要相信，这世上有很多怪人，但好人总是比怪人多的。
吸引力法则，快给我吸引来好的事情!!!

Time is passing……

Getting pass of my violin examination. Can't believe that i gt merit, b'cus I really done it badly. Anyway, I'm so happy.
Pmr is getting nearer and nearer, and I'm still here, blogging xP

There is no interesting movie lately, so i'm BORING. Reading others blog and start to have some strange feeling, as I'm growing up. Start to have some discipline and start to thinking about others. Majority of my frienz  have BF. Yup, they have boyfriendsssssss. For me, its not that necessary. It sound awkward, but some of them think that they can't live without a BF……

Anyway, don't wan to talk about this topic ady. Switch to another topic that I'm goin to Medan, Indonesia in the coming October (not so anxious). The Lake Toba is quite beautiful and picturesque. That is the only place that I wish to be there.

 Lastly, end up with a song……

remember to smile no matter what happen to you.

when you are crying, give a smile to yourself, it may change something.

this is the way i comfort myself, try it :)

Tears。

为什么会有想哭的冲动……
我已经，
好久没哭了。

听着杨丞琳的'我们都傻',有种想哭的冲动……

难道你没有看见 看见我对你的好……

去听听吧……找回遗失的感觉。

Somehow...

Hi my frienz,

I've already bought a Dslr couple days ago, and i'm so so soooo in love with it. I'm just playin around with it this few days in Penang, and was wasting time.

Somehow, i would feel a heady mixture of desire and fear (that is all because of the stupid PMR). What is the 'desire' for? Of course is the Dslr lah. Gonna wait for the stupid PMR to over, that means still have 1 month to wait like a noobie, study like a noobie, and act like a noobie. Awwwww, i hate this!!!

Anyway, the Dslr is like an inspiration for me to keep studying as i promised my parents to get 8A in order to get my lover--Dslr. Although i've already got it, but im a trustworthy person who will always keep my words (please forgive me for my narcissistic personality, HAHA), so i should keep it behind my mind first and focus on study.

Maybe you will shocked that i've already shoot thousand of photos in these two days, HAHA. I will upload it after PMR.

Bye my frienz, still have so so sooooo many works to do. See ya.