Dozing now...

After having the medicine, feel really tired, my eyes gonna close now.
Watching 《星空》now. hehe^^
Tomorrow is going to Genting with my frienzyyy. Really want to sleep now...

Yesh! Tomorrow I have a holiday, no need to be teacher tomorrow^^

No photo today, lazy, sorray.

BB. love.

星空。

天啊天啊！好期待好期待！几米作品耶~~

是徐娇演的。知道徐侨是谁吗？

就那个啊，演《长江7号》的小男生，但其实是女儿身啦！

她变得好漂亮好漂亮~

我看过这本书！！！但正确的说，应该是看图片而已，根本没有读文字~

一起期待吧！感觉很棒，对我这个电影迷来说，应该很好看吧~

用华语写部落格感觉好怪。

Anyway, good night.

Something I Likey_

嗨嗨嗨~~~

今天……怎么说好呢？
老实说，工作很辛苦，有点想放弃的感觉。
就努力一次吧！
又要跟你们share something 了。Something I Likey.

喜欢看照片，每每看照片就会想到好多画面，
最近没什么好看的电影，但有时候看照片就想看电影一样，
每一张都有他们的故事，
每次看到有意境的图图就有想写小说的冲动，
但每次写到一半就懒惰，

回到原先的话题，看照片后，我最怪的癖好就是看别人的评论。
hiak hiak，看别人的评论是很爽的事（或许我少根筋）
所以呢，要跟你们share的照片会附上别人的评论，很棒的评论。
预备~
开始liao

如果可以，你喜欢我吧！

                                                          转过身的你一定是溢满笑容的吧。
                      放飞吧！

                                                                                                 如此平静的面对大海会是什么感觉？

下一秒是否会有波澜淹没着世界？（超喜欢这句）

踮着脚尖眺望时光。
                                                       喜欢那缕阳光。
         
                踮着脚 望着另一条街角的男孩。（by Hanna )

不知怎的。留有温情。
                                               杏色微卷长发。（by Hanna ）

纯棉。长发。单反。真皮。景深。

                        一个人。旅行。到那个没有人认识我的城市。（by Hanna）

ok. 完毕。
ps: 没有 (by Hanna) 的都不是我写的，很棒对不对？看别人的评论就是有这样的惊喜。

漂亮的评论都被我挖光了。
接下来是我个人超爱的图图。Enjoy.

                                               

这全是同一个人。总觉得这女生很清秀。
不需要彩妆的掩饰，却可以如此迷人。

The End.

Happy Becoming Birthday, S.

Annyeong haseyO,

Today is 26 November is it? So, just left 8 days more. This is a present for Shireen mida. If you see this, shhhhhh, please don't tell her, I post here because I know she will not read my blog. I know it is a bit weird, but I draw this for day and night, you know? See the cola there, she love cola, she can drink 3 bottle once, beware of diabetes, Shireen. I don't have a tablet, so the result is not that good. I saw some awesome digital illustration from Chee Hoe's profile on facebook, so I was just thinking to give her a extraordinary present but not base on materialism, so I drew this ugly cartoon, sorry, I didn't mean to pollute your eyesight. Every year I didn't give her any present or wishes, because, you know, it is 4th of December, it is holiday, no one is thinking about her, sorray. And another cutie here.

I bought this couple days ago, it's not an expensive stuff, but just cute, I saw this, and shireen's face appeared in my mind, so I bought it for her.

Cute bear bear here. Hope you'll like it <3

Nothing Is Easy.

Hi///
This pic is shot in a cozy coffee shop in Medan.

This post is written when the writer (me) condition is not that good.
Haiz, please be ready for my grumble. OMG, being a teacher is a really tough job, ok, first of all, you cannot scold the student at all, this is a tradition of this decade, secondly, you have to be very patience or else...just like me, you know me right? Although is just doing a complicated math question, I would rather tear the paper. It is just a Hokkien word to  describe this situation, gek ki.


Every night before I close my eyes, I would always think how to teach that kid (actually, he is my cousin, 10 year old)? I have been trying out for every solution. But still cannot, if I already do my best, it is all depends on him whether he want or not. He is not stupid but he just don't want to try. But his case is kinda serious. He can make a sentence but in the sentence i don't know what he was writing, the spelling is all wrong, but when I asked him to read he can read a complete sentence for me. The 'take' word he wrote became 'tik' and 'very' to 'wiwaw', I don't know what is his problem. The conclusion is, he really love the word 'W', everything also w. The worst is, he don't even know how to spell 'pizza', this is serious, he always went to Pizza Hut, but he don't know how to spell 'pizza'?! When I asked him, he said 'pi...j...'.

Maybe I'll stop here, tomorrow gotta face him again. Anyway, I will do my best, it's a good experience too, and a task for my life.

xoxo,H.

Maybe I should get some pocket money from myself.

Hey, today I become a teacher for my cousin, his mother said his result was not that good, so now is holiday,she want me to teach him something. But, I'm not experienced, I've no idea on how to teach him. I didn't expect that this morning he would come, as you know, if the hour hand didn't point to 10 or 11, I'll not leave my bed. Then when I woke up, OMG, nevermind, nevermind. I just taught him to finish his holiday's homework. And then, continued playing my computer. I'm not really know that is it I can get some fees of being teacher, or I just be a volunteer to spare my time teaching a kid? I don't know. But I need money!!! Then the story of me being teacher ENDS.

I have a new found love for reading others blog, hehe^^.
Do you see the picture above there? That is a long time ago photo which i capture in Medan. I realized that blogging with no pic is too lame, so i decided to put a photo here. No new photo, sorray, I already ask my friend to come to my house to be my model, but everyone is too busy, self-portrait is not that fun. Holiday is just boring, after a few days, my driver (my mum) will not be at home, so I cannot go anywhere already. Just going skating, couples days ago, and bake some cupcakes at my friend's bakery, then nothing special, can i hit 45kg in this holiday? The fact is in holiday, more food for me to eat, less exercise for to do, and that's it.

xoxo, H.

A Dream That Should Be Accomplished

是不是年纪越大，最求梦想的勇气就越小？
记得一年级的时候，老师叫我们写自己的志愿，你知道我写什么吗？我写：空姐。哈哈，很好笑对吧，因为那时候觉得空姐全都是漂亮的，所以也想让自己那么漂亮。
谁会没有梦想？只是敢不敢说出来，因为太幼稚，但你有听说过伟人的想法是不幼稚的吗？爱迪生被笑过多少次？梵高被当成神经病多少次？他们的名却永垂不朽。我曾经向世界大声的喊出了我的梦想，但被妈妈说幼稚，偷偷告诉你，我竟然为这句话哭了，我知道我很幼稚，但你永远不会了解在我这幼稚的年龄听到这种话会有多难过。你不会了解抱着太久的憧憬被一句话摧毁、那种穿世界颠覆、内心坍塌的感觉有多么难受、被说的时候我就哽咽了。
是时候长大了，最近每天都在想我进入社会时的情景，看清现实了。但我依然不觉得我的梦想幼稚。

话题转移到......
电影。
《雏菊》，我重复看了N遍的电影。忘了，是不是让我迷上电影的‘罪魁祸首’，这是部韩国片子，2006年的，但千万别以为是旧片子，画质，主角，细节，都一级棒，最重要是故事。那种撕心裂肺的感觉就只有韩国导演办得到。唯美的画面，害我迷了女主角好一阵子。异国，随行，雏菊，油彩，素描，这些词是用来形容女主角的。男主角的话就……成熟的帅吧！注意注意，有两个男主，第一个出现的是我超讨厌的男主。还有还有，我实在是超爱超爱女主角的家，还像是这部电影激励了我不少，看了这部片子，突然有了当画家的疯狂想法，还有就是在异国买一间像女主角那样的房子。对了，这部片子的另外一个名称叫《爱无间》。千千万万记得一定要看哦！我的品位不会差到哪里去的啦，相信我，去看去看。
先看下预告片再说。

Turn Fragile Girl into...

Hi,
Remember the fragile girl in my latest post?
Boredom forced me to do something. So, pick up the pencil, and start!!! It is blur, maybe I'll upload a clearer one.

I think this is a bit weird. If you have any comment, leave a message in my chatbox. I need comments, TQ.

xoxo. H

Sharing is Happiness

Hello there!
Trying to share something with you guys again. Maybe you will know me well after reading my blog for a long time, but sometimes of course we had kinda habit of typing something we would want to post or say, and then use the backspace again just in case...maybe we scared about the judging of others or for some reason, I believe that somehow we would be like that, aren't we? So, is it a bad habit of unconsciousness and pretentious? Maybe, but i often do this. So, you can't really know me well through this blog, I'm just putting the thing which I think is most perfect, which is most acceptable, and after filtering. For more information, my English is just sucks, some of the reason for me to keep blogging is to improve my English, honestly.

Sorry, I always ran out of topic, I want to share with you some photos which is not shot by me, but which inspire me a lot and which i really love, hope you like i too. Enjoy.

This photo just give me a strange feelings, there must be some story inside it.

You like this? mmmm...this is just my type. haha.

You saw that? When I saw this photo, I was just petrified, look at the angle, such a beautiful angle <3

Underwater shooting, huh? Coooool. I've been considering about underwater shooting but, of course camera need underwater housing. The price is ...you know. This girl posture is just gorgeous.

Oh my god, this is truly amazing!!! I really like this. The surreal feelings.

cozy. cozy. Is also my favorite.

I like this girl. A fragile girl. I also love her black eye circle. The pain in her eye is just enchanting.

Window is always my love. Always.

Fragile again. Love this.

Don't you think this girl looks a lot like fairy?

This pic give me the feelings of 那些年。

xoxo (learn this from gossip girl). H.

My Life Quote is...

一生中至少要有两次冲动，
一次为了奋不顾身的爱情，
一次为了说走就走的旅行。

一个背包，一个单反，一个会拍照的爱人，
一份喜爱有自由的工作和一颗说走就走勇敢的心，
那便是我认为最好的生活方式。

Just enjoyed a 'Live Concert'. Maybe better than that.

HI sweetie,
Today I'm having my second guitar lesson, whoa, it was cool, just to say that my teacher is... Sorry, I;m poor in words to describe him. His skills is WHOA. Anything you want, and he just can play it out, and you know? He play canon in D in a rock and roll style. Oh My Goodness, you should have see it, it was really awesome, better than concert, really. And when he play sad song, your tears maybe drop just in a second(but actually, I didn't drop any), there is feelings inside the music, actually music is just my pastime, I don't really putting too much effort into it, but today, I saw the colors of music, just like Pocohuntas saw the colors of the wind, HAHA. And today, teacher give me the music score of White Horse by Taylor Swift. Woo, that was really cool.
Watch This.

Sometimes, failure is just experience.

Everyone had failure, so am I. That must be suffering, I just came through some failure lately, you don't have the mood to eat the food you like the most, you don't even bother to surf internet which normally you would do it from morning till midnight, you also suffer from insomnia......But normally, I'll be fine after a few day, I always look at myself in the mirror and comfort myself (this is true) by saying: You don't have to behave like this, the fact will not change, and just take it as an experience, so that you will not make the same mistake again. And then, I will cry, sit in front of the mirror or in the toilet. After that, everything is just fine.

那些年。

最近正处于超红状态的‘那些年，我们一起追的女孩’超想看的。
那些年，曾经走过的那些年。

Thank God for Photoshop_

Hi hi hi,
I'm so excited and I want to share with you something. Guess what?
Seriously, as I said, holiday is boring, so I should find something to do, everyday, when I wake up, the first thing to do is on computer (this is what teenage nowadays do), but still boring, facebook is boring, twitter is boring, tumblr is boring and...so on. So, I'm being confused by photoshop, I don't really understand all the button inside photoshop, really confusing. I sit in front of the computer all day long just to study photoshop, it's hard for me.
Back to the topic, I created digital bokeh by using photoshop, OMG, it's it's...WOW!
this is it,

It's cute, right? HAHA.Still can't believe that i made it myself. If you want the tutorial, click here.
Bye~

Hanging out with friends 2day~~~

Hi,

Normally, when we said the word 'holiday', what is the scene that crosses your mind? Ya, i know, is something like everybody jump up, overwhelmed with joy and then is 'HOORAY'...But, the only thing i could imagine is boring. My holiday start now because i keep ponteng, HAHA, and i have been given a good chiding  by a teacher.
Anyway, today i'm hanging out with my friends to watch movie. At first, I really want to watch 'Real Steel' but it's too late so we decided to watch 'In Time'. Wow, this movie is superb, Justin Timberlake is stunning and Amanda Seyfried is gorgeous. Actually, i didn't realize that the girl who is starring in the film is Amanda, she looks so different, for me, she is always having a long, blond hair and the blue eyes which is always conspicuous, but in this film, she has a short red hair and i think this hairstyle suit her more, and her make up make her looks more gorgeous.And now, I would like to talk about the movie--'in time'(you knew that i like to talk about movie, isn't you?). The concept of this film is really awesome and cool. It's all about time, there are also some messages that is shown in that movie. In the world of the film, there is no money, all we have is time. People stop aging at 25, but is engineered to live only one more year. Rich person can live forever. Time is money, when time's out, you are dead. It's cool right? But what if you just left a second?