Stressful.

Hi, I have some concern lately, I WANT TO BE HARDWORKING!!!  
My homework at school are able suffocate me already, plus my tuition homework really make me have a megahead. I always opted the laziest option--no need to do homework. But look at all my classmates did their homework that neat and complete, make me feel like I'm so useless. I become lazier and lazier as days past. I don't even practice my violin, omg! Anyway, I'm here to let out my tension.

Here are some try with photoshop

BEFORE

AFTER

Hmmmmm...........which one do you like more? I edit it to gain some pinkish effect and create some dreamy feelings. Am I succeed?
I'm now in the process of learning, so I really love to change the tone of a photo, I can do this for a whole day. hehe^^

ps: this photo is not shot by me. I just try on some effect on it.


xoxo, Hanna.

New Header, hehe.

Huu.......
Working on the whole day, finally......... new header is done.

The Dream Catcher Doubt

Hey, exam is over!!!
Actually my time is not that packed, but I just keep grumbling that I've no time to do the thing I love. I truly wish I had time to dedicate myself to my drawing, shooting and reading but I haven't yet get rid of my bad habit of keep saying that I've no time.

I make a note book about my dream, kinda like a diary, but also a corner where i compiling my ideas and some inspired things. I've been a bit sentimental lately, and I love words, which help me to get into a whimsical world.

I record the journey of my dream. Every single step I take, every small changes in my mind, I take it down. I found out that there are still some naive and childish element in my mind, but I'm getting older and older, these element seem to be hidden deep down in some invisible corner.

Somehow I would think about a girl's fate. Is it a girl is born to marry and have children, and end up taking care of children and husband the entire life? I can't accept this fact, how can a person does not has a dream and does not put in any effort in anything and just sit there to wait for the man to marry? (Am I thinking the way that is completely not matching my age?)

I have a dream, and I am clear about that not every dream will come true, but at least I've try my best once to accomplish it, so that I won't regret.

When I am younger, I believed in myself that I will become the one I want to be one day, undoubtedly. But as  time passing, confidence seem to be worn out. Reality make things become hideous and plain. But if its still some innocent thought in your mind, remember to lock it in somewhere where reality will never find out.

xoxo, Hanna.

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Seem like it had been a very very long time I'm not up here. Busying with my school stuff, my sweet sixteen seem like is a mind torturing process, just in a more proper way. My blog is so disorder compared to other blogger, so I will do some homework after exam.

xo, Hanna.

最近

最近总在绕圈圈，深怕自己迷了路。
是成熟了而许多，还是经历了许多？
我对未来的憧憬似乎越来越清晰，让我有点害怕。
我一直在谈论着别人不懂的艺术，没人懂我所谓的艺术。
曾经多么疯狂的把自己埋在艺术当中，
为了多少画作、多少画家、多少音乐，
想到那些城市，
看看梵高为何为之疯狂，
我最初认识的画家是埃德加，
当时好崇拜他，
但后来，我发现了梵高。
一个连自己的父亲也对他忍无可忍的人，
一个不被赐予被人爱的天分的人，
一个患有精神病的他，
在37岁那年的7月，
在画完《麦田群鸦》之后，
在那麦田中央用子弹结束了自己的生命，
他并没有立刻死去，
鲜血染红了那片麦田……
当时的他，
是怀着怎样的勇气来结束他潦倒的一身。

那些为了梦想而宁愿潦倒一生的人，
我深深的尊敬他们。

Jolie 罗晓韵

Hi. there had been a long time, I didn't update. Ok, today is Chinese New Year eve I want to wish you all a very Happy Chinese New Year!!! Let the firework light up our life and let's welcome a wonderful dragon year!!!
My absent here is not because I'm wasting my time on something useless, ok? I can say that if there is a holiday, normally, the only thing I'll do when i wake up is sitting in front of the computer untill midnight (about 2 am). Anyway, I'm not the kind of person who on facebook the whole day, and not the one who would play game all the time also. I just keep doing research about my favourite thing which is all about photography, painting, discover more photographer and I found a girl who is the one I want to be like. She have the same personality as me, nothing is better than meeting someone who have the same interest as you.

She is such a wonderful photographer. This is the first photograph by her which made me totally in love with. Look at the composition of this pic. As you know, I'm Eiffel Tower fans, moreover plus the sunlight there and plus the beauty there, really made me insanely enamored with this pic.
And the most important thing is that she is the model of this pic. What?! She took her camera and tripod everywhere, and capture down the moment herself.
She is the photographer.
She is the model.

At first, i can't believe the fact, because it's really incredible, that she can take a nearly flawless photo herself?? She travel everywhere, this is the similarity of her which i love the most.

Diana F+ SLR Lens Adaptors

Oh my gosh, I'm really in love with this. Just now I saw this from Elsis's blog, you can now use Diana's signature effect on your dslr now with the new Diana F+ SLR Lens Adaptors!!! Just simply attach it to your Canon EOS camera or Nikon and you can get Diana's lomography effect. The best thing is that you can take as many photos as you want.  I want to have one!!!